Monday 5 August 2013

kash.....

kash samandar kinara mitjati kadm bolpate
ki jindgi ki wazan kya hain
haton ki safar mein fati purane rupay ka note kehpate
ki jindgi kitni mali hain
shishon ki samandar jaise hamare ghar dikhapate
ki jindgi ke kitne rang hote hain
gudde mein tehra barish ka pani sunasakti
ki kitna kuch hum dekh nahi pate hain
signal ki bhujti jalti light yeh ginpati
ki jindgi ek hi jagah se kitni dishaun mein ghumti firti hain
ghadi ka suyain dohrasakti
ki ek hi chakkar kitne bar kitne teji se ghumna padta  hain
lipte hum jin chadadon mein wo jatsakti
rishton ki khamosiyan kya hoti hain
kash badal mujhe suna sakti
ki mujh jaise chehre aur kitne hain

Friday 19 July 2013

mornin kiss...

by me, may million winds must have blown past
but they fall behind to cast
that your breath seems to have split
your last kiss too swift,
got stumbled in the morning rays
as it glared over your face,
stormed in my silence
desperate enough for your menace,
just to be the first you lay your eyes on
trying not to make this moment be gone
judging by my case
hoping i dint run out of space
in time to be there by you
to make sure you knew
id like mine returned
one that i have so much never earned

Thursday 18 July 2013

mora saiyyan

wo kaali kaali ankhon wali
moti jaise mukhde wali
mujhko dekh ke has jati thi
sapna bada yeh sunnehra sa


mora saiyyan
mora saiyaan
mora saiyyan tuhi re


kabhi wo mujhe behkati
kabhi wo mujhe tadpati
meri to saiyyan asehi thi


mora saiyyan
mora saiyaan
mora saiyyan tuhi re


ambar si jaise muska uski
mehak uski jaise mujhe chedhti
hoton ki laali wah ab kya kahe ji
philmy heroinne sari usse jal jati


mora saiyyan
mora saiyaan
mora saiyyan tuhi re


nakhre uske dekhoji
adaayien barsake andekha karti
phir sapnom mein aake yeh kehdeti

mora saiyyan
mora saiyaan
mora saiyyan tuhi re

Wednesday 17 July 2013

akhri pyar

Jane kitne shishon mein tuti
Aur mujhse tu mili
guzar jana tha mujhe bhi
banke ek aur mousam hi sahi
par kaise tu samagayi
hona tha jab savera kabhi na kabhi
ab tuti adhuri neend meri
palkon pe hain basi
bas aasun ki beicheini
sason ke jhokon ne udadi
is kahani ke lafz sari
na pehchanun wo lamhe sabhi
Dube jo tujhme kabhi
par bhul dono se hui
chip ke rehgayi
gunjte dhadkanom mein kahi
tu banke bas meri

saya

Saya se pyar hain tera
saya si pehcan uski
parchayi mein dhup ki kashish dhunda
parchayi ne bas teri dua kabul ki
dhup to ab tujhe mil gaya
dhup mein apni parchayi kaha kho baithi

trust...

this! v hav aldredy been thru
just another versin of thins we aldrey knew
but they , they r not tierd
evry thaut in em is been wierd
through a caliculated encounter
trust me this trustz a mirror
the more u throw back at it
feeds u notin but full of shit
try not to peek anymore
ur wounds r alderdy sore
the pain of it is d best cure
u fit it ul fall down for sure
anyways what i care
for who u sit n satre
cukin yourself in self despair
belive me u r hells one messed up sovenier

heart..


when i saw u first at my door
all i ever had to say was
"hey come in
make urself at home"
n dint know that i had to mention
to take a lit foot
everything is fragile in here
n when ever u re arranged evrything
i just neded to say
"u r no stranger
but try n understand
when i say
m not used u bein around
try not to borrow
evrything makin me hollow"
"there is some one at the door,
coud u get it plz?"
why do u think m too lazy
yea m busy ; busy figuring myself out
yeah i got some responsibility too
incase u dint notice
i pay to keep this palce running
when you give the stare
sayin "some one is here for u!!!"
no its not some who will replace u
why dont u understand
ur the only person whose ever been here
n if itd b me is for someone to leave
so now i say goodbye a kiss a hug
waitin for u to ask me to saty
but who am i blufin with
m leaving the only key
so that aleast some day ul blieve in me
n ul know all this so called my place
in my hreat m leavin u with
forver will be urs
n no more me left in it.....

what's left of me...

whats left of me
when u wudnt see
just a heart beat away
is where i stay
lukin at me when u smile
makin livin worth some while
do i know u is all u say
pulin my plug right away
knowing im still invisible
tryin to make d imposible
every time i think
m getin closer
ud b nokin at my door
sayin we are over
fidin ways to break my stupid heart
not knowin how to live apart
always bein rong in my assumptions
lukin from d rong direction
why was i so blind everytime
thinkin dat d pain's always mine
not seein dat u had ur share
hidin dat u realy care
wen dose tears
role down ur cheeks
misundrstud for someone else
never saw u wer scared just like i was
wel its nevr too late
we can still make it
lets stay together
baby forever
for all what hapens
lets have whats left of us

Tuesday 23 April 2013

name me rong...


name me rong
oh name me rong
d one in ur eyes
adicted to ur lies
still fightin his concience
takin ur mistakes as innosence
d one rememberd in ur millon blames
ripped rit offa ur foto frames
still tryin to win u over n over
knowin ur now way near to getin anymore closer
d one tryin to make it right
erase the reasons over which v fit
stil searchin for d answers
knowin dey r ur excues
d one u flushed rit out of u
not strong enuf to know dis truth
still knowin u dont take a shit
sayin hes just another miss fit
was dis me to u
tell me d thrurth
oh name me rong
go ahead n name me rong
m beggin u name me rong
just do me a favour
dont let me find u ever
but name me rong
name me rong

id be gone...


To know that this al is true
these couple of days ive lived with u
i dono this is the only way why
i had to make us cry
By wisperin in ur ears
the truth that left us in tears
Tomorow wen ul wake up to the sun
al the hugs n kises' wud b done
and id be gone
promised id still cal
but m misin a few numbers n al
waitin over d other side
how cud i evr say iv tried
wen i borke our last kiss
n all d many few promise
for  al d chances i blew
i never knew
that id be gone

She...


we spoke of her
as sometin we used to barter
not showin any hounour
we fought over her
u callin her ur daughter
n i posing for her lover
i guess it was for her smile
we reasond all this while
only untill we botherd to care
but both of us got her to sware
a walk through that door
would leave u here nothin nomore
wat u think is left to return for
breakin her over n over n over
both runin out on her
for this not to happen never
she kept mentionin in her prayer
with a cruced sense of satisfaction
how she was v dint even try to mention
for all she was another moment
before she has had enuf of it
with both of us
for an angle she was!!!